It was like, I’m the outsider and they are the family…
Asking how’s her day, did she had fun, ask someone to get drink for her…
I’m not angry, just see things more clearly and position I am in this family…
That’s enough for me to know how things gonna turn out.
I’m Stubborn, jealous. Who won’t be ?
I’m not a super perfectly kind girl who will be so happy about all this…. Sorry I’m not. But it’s not my fault behaving like this. There’s always a reason. It might be ridiculous to u, but it matters..
U have ur perspective, I have to. Just think on my part sometimes..
Sadly, u will nv know.. Cause I would have nv tell u a word. Probably that’s the hardest part.. hurting u all, hurt me too.
What’s wrong with it ? I really wanted to give u package for facial, massage etc. But what’s the point of giving when u have so little trust in me? It’s just staying at a girlfriend house because it’s just a short bus journey away from my work place. I had to wake up earlier and end work late… So it’s so much convenient. Now I have to take 2bus and 1train back!
U sound like I prefer other’s bed than my bed. -.- horrible. Don know how to describe ur unreasonable excuses! It’s… Bullshit. U will just tie me up forever by urside and thinking I will fly one day. Basically u don see that it’s totally impossible!
U are such a great mum that u really tie me too tight. And ur reasons are really unreasonable… I really can’t see myself stepping out in my life because of u. Protective is very important, but it’s letting one nv be able to see/ feel the pain in stepping on pins or fall down from toppling over a stone… I need to learn from falling and u need to learn to let go…
Was I a weakling to give up on us when the skies when rough…
Am I just giving excuses because I gave up?
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